Happy birthday to you. I still love you. I still think about you all the time. I worry for you. I wonder how you are. You watched me grow up. We were so close. We are so far apart now. I used to hang on to your every words, now I cringe when I think about the things that you did, do, said and say. I wish I could help you. I wish there's something I could do for you. I wish you would come to your senses. I wish someone could help you, and bring you back. I wish you would accept help, before everything's too late.