For our fourth year anniversary, I don't have any special gift to give you, simply because I just can't think of anything that is strong enough to represent what we have now.
I only have a few things I'd like to say to you:
The night when we decided to be together, I didn't know what the future will be like for us. Heck, I didn't even know you that well to begin with. But, it just felt right back then. I knew I had to be with this boy or I'll look back regretting one day.
Well, following your heart does pay off. We're officially together for four full years and many more to come.
The chat a few nights ago really made me see you in a different light. You have no idea what it meant to me...
For someone like me who has went through phases of extreme low self confidence and depression, speaking out and expressing my feelings is like the hardest thing to do. I never feel brave enough to share what's really going on inside of me and I always feel that I shouldn't trouble anyone with my problems. Afterall, everyone has their own affairs to sort out right? But time after time, your patience and encouragement really got me to where I am today. I never knew someone would want to hear me out as much as you do-what I think, what I feel, what I want, what I need... I'm like, 'Wow... really? You want to know that?' I know I still have a long way to go, but at least I see the light now. With other people, especially at work, you are strict and you don't tolerate weakness, yet, with me, you're so gentle and non-intrusive (hmm, suddenly it sounds like a detergent ad lol). You sense my vulnerability and understand that I need someone that will walk next to me, and not walk in front of me, rushing and urging me to hurry up. Simple things like that makes all the difference in the world. To my world.
Obviously there's so much more I wish to say to you, but as usual, special feelings like this just can't be easily written down or described in words. I just want you to know that I love you and appreciate you for who you are.
Thank you for everything you've done for me. Happy 4th Anniversary!!