It's been a while since I performed; it's been a while since I wrote a song.
When Anna asked if I'd like to join the "Voice for a Better Tomorrow" movement within a super short notice, frankly I hesitated a little while but agreed to all three venues they suggested to me.
I'm feeling a lil' scared (as I usually do everytime before a performance) but I know this round, it's special, as I'm doing it for a very different cause.
Yesterday while I was driving in the pouring rain, I was singing to myself and found myself choking many, many times. I was quite emotional yesterday, I don't know why.
When I was talking to Papa in the morning. I asked him: "Everyone knows that PKR will win if BN does not cheat. But everyone knows how dirty this election will be and it is ridiculous how unashamed these BN people are. First we have the election committee (supposedly an NGO and based on a neutral ground), siding BN! There are so many evidence that identity cards are misused and there are even multiple election venues tied to one identity number. Everyone knows that BN is giving out citizenship to foreign workers and it is also said that there are many hidden refugee camps feeding these foreign workers (we're talking about tens of thousands per camp) and their sole objective is to 'release' these campers during the General Election and make sure they vote for BN. They will then be of course, sent straight back to the camp (or maybe their country, who knows?) and to be hidden.
So my question is, what can the PKR, Bersih and other NGOs are doing to make sure that these phantom voters does not exceed real votes? Papa said that is why they are urging Malaysians to come back to vote. But I said, "What if it's not enough? What is the phantom votes outnumber real votes? What other things can we do? I know PACABA is urgently calling for volunteers to be stationed at each voting station but what else? What else can we do? Other than making sure your circle of friends and family know the truth and be aware of this year's voting procedure?
Nothing more, I'm afraid? Than to pray...
Honestly, I was feeling sad that we are oppressed and bullied by BN. Why Thailand and Taiwan are able to turn over the government? Aren't we strong enough?
Then I thought of Mr Lim Kit Siang. How many years he has been fighting this war... and yet today, he is still the front man and DAP is in their strongest state.
Then I thought of Mr Lim Kit Siang. How many years he has been fighting this war... and yet today, he is still the front man and DAP is in their strongest state.
We can't lose faith. I'm sure that one fine day, we will attain true democracy.
I'll leave you with a song that left me in tears yesterday, in the car.





























